When I’m at my worst I start thinking about all the friends and family around the world that I’ve lost touch with. When I’m at my best I think about all the friends and family around the world I miss and would love to re-connect with. There’s always this hesitancy to run into that friend […]Read more "Reconnecting"
I think it’s far less common for guys to talk about their body issues. So I’m gonna step out in the wild world of being different. I can’t remember when I first realized I’m fat. I think before I was ever called fat at school I was called big. This started with sports -sometimes it […]Read more "Getting After It"
I was 18, fresh out of high school in Southern California, working a part-time job at T-Mobile, and attending community college when my intrigue with exploring the world began. The two places I was most interested in were Norway and New Zealand, based on a talk given by a missionary family who lived in Norway […]Read more "Past – Joys, triumphs & lamentations of 11 years abroad. Part 1: Being 18."
This year has been hard. Maybe you can relate. I’m becoming ever-aware of the chasm between what people see and how I actually feel about myself. At times it’s so wide that I believe I’ve fooled people for years. It’s hard to know how to convey the times where I feel I am falling short […]Read more "My Relationship To Failure & Trying to Turn the Tide"